Beyond Every Border: Chapter 12: With Her

It feels easier to interact on random posts on ‘my corner’ and talk in detail but so difficult to reply to comments on the stories… so I settle with likes and emoticons as I have nothing much to say — except that —

I am deeply humbled. It means a lot to me that someone out there is taking out her precious time to give to me and my story. I promise, I will try to be responsible and try not to let you down for the faith and emotions you have invested in me and my stories. Thank you from the deepest corners of my heart. Love you all  …. xoxo”

Since I am free, I have decided to write another part as I had delayed the last chapter by so many days and I was badly missing it… so to compensate… here’s another part 🙂 


“Can I go to Afghanistan and offer any other doctor to go to Mexico in my place?” Anshuman asked hopefully.

A huge smile swam on Amanda’s lips on that. This was the first time Anshuman had requested for a change in schedule. He was not someone who would request changes in the ongoing system, go out of his way to do things for others or subtly stand by someone. He was just not!

Right through their college days, Amanda had seen him as reserved and introvert. And now, suddenly when she asked him to support her, he offered to go to Afghanistan with her?!
It came as a huge surprise to her! She couldn’t stop grinning as it was hard to believe. Was luck really favouring her after all these years of perseverance?

She met with a rude shock just the very next moment. The convener had refused. Not because he didn’t want to do it but because he was helpless. He explained, “I’m sorry, doctor… these rosters are decided at the HQ level keeping in mind a team’s skills and experience in working in a particular setting. I’m afraid, it won’t be possible to change at this level!”

Anshuman frowned and sweeped his tongue along his lower right side of gums for a moment, quickly thinking if he should apply for leave in this case. But he didn’t even know where Manasvi was? How was he going to follow her, in Afghanistan, if at all they both reached there at the same place? It wasn’t a small country!

And why was he even bothered?!
Didn’t he promise himself long back that he will stay away from her, other than giving her his name for a social standing… When he didn’t bother about how she struggled through life in last seven years, how she met with ups and downs, faced difficulties at every level, from getting education to job and living alone, and yet she emerged stronger every time, why was he bothered now??

No… He had to live up to the resolve to stay away from her and let her fight her battles. He won’t be there always… they were heading for a divorce… that meant that she had to fight through her life’s challenges for all the coming years, alone… a mere presence of him at this level was not going to change anything for her… why build expectations when he couldn’t live upto them??

One part of his mind argued that it was just for this one trip that he should be with her… It was for citizenship and passport only, the very basis of their marriage and then his responsibility will be over… after that, she will manage herself!

The other part was skeptical that it will hurt her self esteem – The way she had behaved last time, at the terrace and the airport, she seems to be someone with high self esteem.
I have already asked for divorce. She will not accept my help at this stage. That is why, she didn’t want my family to inform me, she didn’t tell them about the flight details, she doesn’t want me to be there.

Amanda was worried while Anshuman was struggling with his thoughts. She slightly nudged him to speak something as the convener and rest of the doctors were waiting for him to say something.

Anshuman was back to his present and he cleared his throat before he said, “In that case, am I allowed to take a leave? It’s urgent for me to go to Afghanistan. I have a work for a couple of days… which I can manage with a short break from duty… or else, I will take the leave!”

The convener realised that Anshuman was serious about this. It was not just a casual request. He nodded, “Give me an hour. I will talk to the HQs and get back to you!”

“Thank you, Sir!”

Amanda was not happy. As far as she knew Anshuman, he would never express his feelings so openly. So, even though he had expressed his desire to go to Afghanistan with her but when refused, he would have accepted, But he didn’t. Instead, he wanted a leave but he had to go to Afghanistan! For what?? Work?? What work? She frowned.
It could be anything but not her! At least, this she was sure about. Or maybe, she didn’t know him well. She had to find out!

The meeting was adjourned and all the doctors and convener left the room. Amanda almost jumped in excitement. Reaching out to Anshuman, she chirped, “Thank you… thank you soooo much!!”

“Huhh??!!” Anshuman didn’t even know what she was talking about. He took out his phone and scrolled down for the last dialed call.

Alex came to him and patted him on the back, “Whoa! Bro… what’s up? Work in Afghanistan? Go in my place! I’ll love to be in Mexico!”

“Thanks!” Anshuman replied dialing the call and walked away. Amanda looked at Alex to ask if he knew what Anshuman was talking about. Alex shrugged as if he was totally clueless. Amanda shrugged too.

Anshuman dialed the call to Preksha. She replied instantly.

“Hey, did you talk to her?”

“Bhai… I talked to her! She was about to board a AI flight to Kabul at IGI airport at 5. She will go to the embassy in Kabul and will do accordingly as they guide her.”

“Oh! Okay!”

“And she is not alone. She told me that she has a friend from her company who is going with her!”

“Friend? Which friend?”

“How do I know, Bhai? She just mentioned that a friend was with her and there was nothing to worry… so relax!”

“Phewww!!” Anshuman was slightly relieved. It was great that someone was there with her. At least, she was not alone. His resolve for staying away from her would be easy to follow, now. Like he had always found a way to ensure that she was fine… still maintaining a significant distance… still letting her be the sole anchor of her life… not interfering in her decisions and actions in any way…

But he can still be around her, without letting her know!! In case, she needs him… In case, she gets into trouble… God forbid, if something untoward happens, he didn’t want to be at an unreachable position. He decided that he had to go to Afghanistan even if she doesn’t want him there, doesn’t need him for some basic things… He should just be around, in case of an emergency!


The AI pilot announced the landing at Kabul and more than Manasvi, Krish got some solid goosebumps.

He had requested the passenger beside Manasvi to exchange his seat with him and was honoured quite easily. Manasvi read a book all the while and tried not to talk to him. She was still upset that he had followed her even without informing her or taking her permission and he was aware of the gossip about her marriage and personal life, but he never told her… he told her just today… because he had to do her a great favour by coming along with her when her husband didn’t do that. Everything about the entire incident made her cringe and she didn’t know if she would ever forgive him for this.

The flight landed at Kabul airport and the moment Manasvi set her foot on the ground, it felt home! Dark , lonely, depressing, but still home!

The heart doesn’t know political disputes, religious doctrines, border separations and fights over different beliefs. The heart only relates to the sense of belonging, however painful it is! It basks in the warmth of the familiar sunshine melting the cold, frozen interiors. It tries to breathe under the ever increasing burden of overflowing memories.

She had seen the worst in this land. She had lost everything here. Every memory related to Kabul came rushing back to her. Her baba, her ma, their jewellery store and their home with lots of trees and brick walls. Happy days in the past are the first to bring tears. And then followed the darker memories, which had never left her. They visited her every night as nightmares and palpitations. As sweat beads on her forehead and in rising pace of her heart. The visions had never left her – the processions, rallies, burning vehicles and people, charred bodies, dead children and mutilated families of friends and relatives. Suffocation. Blood. Smoke. Fear.

It was no denying that she was born here. And she fled from here in the middle of the night. It was an irony that no matter how painful it had been, but this was once her home.

She shuddered when she walked on her homeland. Krish noticed her blank, white face and whispered, slightly bowing to her side, “I’m right here. In case, you want to talk or need someone to hold you in this terrifying moment!”

She smiled and nodded.


“You have no idea how a terrifying moment actually looks like!”


The convener informed Anshuman that he was allowed to go to Afghanistan, and resume the duties there. There were supposed to be around 3 camps there, in different parts of the country and he could choose any one of them, according to his preference.

Anshuman thanked him and denied any assistance in travel arrangements. “No, thank you! I don’t want to wait for the Head Quarters to arrange for transportation and tickets… I wish to take the earliest flight to Kabul.”

“As you wish!” The convener agreed, while Alex and Amanda stood stoned, perplexed and worried about what he was upto. He was going at the same place but he had a choice out of 3 camps and he was going there before them and separately.

“What’s going on?” Alex asked Amanda.

“You tell me. I know that you know… you are his friend!” Amanda replied dryly.

“I don’t know much coz he never discusses much. But yes, I have spent so much time with him that you get to know certain things inadvertently!”

“Like??” Amanda was intrigued and was excited to know that Alex knew more.

“There is a lot about him that stays buried! Let it stay like that. If you scratch it, it will bleed!” Alex replied and walked away.


Anshuman balanced his backpack on his shoulder and called his mom, Madhu. “Mom, do you remember Manasvi’s birth place in Afghanistan?”

“Yes. She was born in another city near Kabul! Let me remember the name…”

“Another city? But they lived in Kabul!”

“Yeah… they were visiting a holy shrine where her mother developed labour pains. Manasvi was delivered in a small hospital in a rural area outside the city.”

“No way! So that means, if she needs a birth certificate, she will have to go there?”

“Ashu… are you going to Afghanistan… to be with her?” Madhu couldn’t hide her glee. Her subtle efforts were paying up.

Anshuman didn’t want his mother to feel let down. “I’m going there and will stay around. I don’t want to hurt her self esteem. If she needs me, I’ll be there for her. Happy?”

“Yes. Enough for me!” Madhu wiped her tears and said, “I’m not able to recall the name of that city, right now. Let me ask your dad and tell you!”

“Okay, I’m boarding a flight to Kabul. Please find that name and send me the message as my phone will remain off. But I need to know her place of birth. It is very important.”

“I think, I remembered… She was born in Jalalabad!”

“Alright! I’ll call you once I reach Kabul.”

“May God bless you… both! And … just remember one thing…”

“What mom?”

“Ashu, Manasvi deserves all the happiness in the world!”

“I know!” He sighed as he replied her in a low voice and disconnected the call. No one knew it better than him, how she was worthy of all the happiness of the world… no less than what any other girl on this planet received. And he was also aware of one more thing –

To ensure happiness for someone doesn’t always mean being a part of the same!


66 Comments Add yours

  1. chandrasan says:

    yayayay yayieeee excited mein eddaaaaaa

  2. chandrasan says:

    I can’t stop myself to ask about next update anymore. I tried to wait but I can’t…. Please update diiii ( puppy face)

    1. manitavb says:


  3. rajirath says:

    Please update Manita. Eagerly waiting for their meet up.

    1. manitavb says:

      I will update tonight

      1. rajirath says:

        Thank you very much 😍

  4. Sanskriti Singh says:

    This wait is killing me..,.

    1. manitavb says:


  5. Ann Aysh says:

    U made me speechless. This story holds lots of emotions together.. Cant explain.. How am feeling now..

  6. Anonymous says:

    Dii Please update, this wait is getting unbearable 😕

  7. Madhuri53 / Madhuri Kulkarni says:

    Part 12 –  I was disheartened when he was refused to replace another doctor. But when he chose to opt for leave, thank god, they agreed. It was so upsetting that he was thinking like he doesn’t need to go there for her help as he already decided for divorce and he thought he has no right to interfere in her business. For one moment I thought he will agree to go to mexico but his next statement made me happy that he was going there to beside her for her help only when she needs.
    Poor Amanda, she thought that he was doing all this for her. Both alex and amand were shocked to know that he was leaving at the earliest to Afghanistan. I liked alex. He kinda warned her not to dig his hidden things and make him hurt.
    Manasvi landed in her birth county and got flooded with good-bad memories. I really hope that she will get proper help from those people.
    The description of terrifying things were so much dreadful. It gave goosebumps while reading.
    So he got to know about her birth place form his mother. He will go there to support her. his mother was happy that anshuman was going for manasvi. But…….last line was discouraging. He will not be with her but he was happy that he can be with her from afar and she has her one friend. I want to see his expression when he will see manasvi with krish.


  8. mspagal says:

    Read all the parts and it’s so beautiful story and it’s awesome

  9. chendubundu says:

    The only thing that I don’t like about your stories is the wait…just kidding…😂😂

    poor Amanda, she was all excited only to get her excitement burst.

    Anshuman finally couldn’t stay back…He knows that she wouldn’t need him…but he will be there hanging around just in case…whatever he is doing so impulsively was so not in his character….I don’t think he is even pondering on what’s happening with him…once he gives it a thought, I so want to see what he thinks….cant imagine what it would be like when both of them meet…

    Would love to read more about Krish before I make an opinion about him. for now, I am not too impressed with him. He should have talked to her before he boarded the flight with her…They aren’t even friends….I guess she would have at least considered if he talked to her at the office it self siting the same reason that he gave at the departure that he was intrigued about her journey and would want to write something about similar situations.

  10. roselein mandala says:

    Why can’t he be part or rather reason for her happiness 😞

  11. Anusha says:

    I am very eager to know the scene where they meet each other ,how they converse ,what they feels seeing the friend of other , will they feel jealous…? Waiting eagerly for the next update.

  12. Sanskriti Singh says:

    I know I might sound greedy and annoying but I want another update soon!!! The craving to read further is unbearable for me!! I am so sorry for behaving like this but I am just depressing what I am feeling right now !! I know you’ve given back to updates in the past 2 days. But still I want more…. What have you done to all of us!??? Ohhh god!! A writer like you is so rare❤❤❤❤❤ love you so much❤❤❤

    1. manitavb says:

      Soooooo sweet of you!!
      I’m a normal person with a passion for writing… that’s it 🙂
      I’ve updated Tangles and Ties today and I’m writing the next chapter of the same. After that … probably tomorrow, I’ll update this story 😀
      Thank you for all the love… God bless you!

  13. Madhuri Wadhwani says:

    I am intrigued for the further part..Great update👍🏻

    1. manitavb says:

      Soon 😊

  14. Anonymous says:

    Hi Manita,
    Thank you so much for the update. It was a surprise as you already updated yesterday. Anushuman looks so mysterious…
    Looking forward for next chapter.

  15. Priya says:

    Awesome fantabolous…I just can’t wait for the upcoming track…How they will take it from here…Loved it di..Thks for bringing Anshuman and manasvi into our lives…..

  16. Nishi Purani says:

    Superb. Thanks for update.

  17. Anonymous says:

    Waiting for more updates and curious to see how you would develop the story.

  18. sarswati rajendra suryawanshi says:

    I really dont know what say about krish and his thinking. Or were that his thoughts? But taking advantage of these gossip is not at all right. He did wrong. I do go through these things eveyday. I m seperated from my husband(not yet divorced) but people do speak about it everyday. They want to know how come ur husband dont come to meet u? Why dont u give ur money to him? How come u dont get any call from him? Etc and many more…but over period of time i learned to face these questions. I do understand what she is going through. And when a person like krish, who u see as very sorted and non judgemental (from first impression) person , questions u on these ground u r bound to feel hurt.

    1. manitavb says:

      I totally feel you. Warm Hugs!
      To be honest, it’s not just you or Manasvi, it’s about every female who is scrutinized and judged for her behaviour, relationships and choices at office place. If you are single, they speculate why you are not getting married, who you live with… married/divorced/separated… it doesn’t matter… they find a point to gossip about everyone… so we just need to learn to take it in our stride, like you have!

      Those were not Krish’s thoughts. But he knew about it and was worried about Manasvi. to give him a benefit of doubt, he had good intentions, and will apologise… he is sorted in a way that he doesnt care about the gossip before going al the way with her or being friends with her.
      Though Manasvi is totally justified in being angry too. she feels betrayed and under-estimated!

      thank you for sharing things from your personal life here. It means a lot to me.

  19. chandrasan says:

    Anshman doing things which he hadn’t done before❤😭 this is first time and it’s for Manasvi 😍

    1. manitavb says:


  20. Prabha Returi says:

    Looking forward to Manasvi’s journey in her homeland with Anshuman in this tryst with destiny!

    1. manitavb says:

      Lots in store… stay tuned 🙂

  21. chandrasan says:

    Di u know na that u are the BEST 😍😍😍 like itni jaldi next update damn didn’t read yet but want to say THANK YOU so muchhhhhh ❤

    1. manitavb says:

      The pleasure is all mine sweetie!

  22. Keyura says:

    It is a bliss to read your writings after a hectic day.They made me relaxed. I forgot all my problems. Thank you doc! Loads of love to you.

    1. manitavb says:

      replied to you above 🙂

  23. Anonymous says:

    It is a bliss to read your writings after a hectic day.They made me relaxed. I forgot all my problems. Thank you doc! Loads of love to you.

    1. manitavb says:

      That is such a sweet compliment. Thank you for all the love.
      Loads of love to you too!!

  24. ~Shiv~ says:

    It’s been so long since I read this story.. the more you get a glimpse into their life, the more you want to know.. especially Anshuman.. at this point he’s an enigma to me. Why he’s doing whatever he’s doing regarding Manasvi.. has something happened in the past or what? I’m just so impatient to know it all 😄

    Having said that I’m so psyched to see his plans fail about staying at a distance.. 😂 At this point I’m looking forward to this more than T&T.

    1. manitavb says:

      Aww… so sweet of you!!
      Thank you for all the love and like I wrote in a reply above that we have seen only Manasvi and her story till now… Anshuman and his story will begin from here!!

  25. Shruti says:

    This story is soo captivating that I get goosebumps whenever I read it, you are a phenomenal writer, god bless you 🤗

  26. Shruti says:

    This story is a bliss to read, it gives goosebumps when you describe Manasvi’s struggle, looking forward to see how story unfolds, you are a phenomenal writer, god bless you 🤗

    1. manitavb says:

      So kind of you to say so… I just write with my heart and I love it when it strikes with the readers… I feel blessed!!

  27. Sanjana says:

    Your stories are so amazing 😍 I just want to read and read and read them 😭♥️

    1. manitavb says:

      Thank you….thank you…. thank you… and LOTS of love…Muahhhh!!!
      You made my day!

  28. ekta Semwal says:

    Thank you so much for double update.. this story is all over my mind right now.. and Anshuman’s last lines too.. Why he thinks that way?? Doc plzzzz can I expect a early update 😋

    1. manitavb says:

      Yes… lots of updates on the way… will try to post regularly…
      After 2 updates, I am itching to write Tangles and Ties now… but next will be this… possibly in 1-2 days…

  29. rajirath says:

    Wow! Another update so soon. I saw the title and thought that Anshuman would be with her in this chapter.
    He is not physically near her yet but thinking about her. Thanks Manita .as always an awesome chapter. I am waiting for the reaction of manasvi when she sees him.
    Keep it coming!

    1. manitavb says:

      Exactly! You don’t need to be physically there to be with someone. One supportive gesture and intention and even a thought is enough!

  30. Anupama says:

    I always been a silent reader but ur writings are just awesome. The way you write the emotions of the characters in your stories always surprises me. I always feel u r an awesome person keep it up and All the best.

    1. manitavb says:

      Thank you for writing. When silent readers decide to write back, it feels like an added bonus to my already regular lovelies 🙂
      So, thanks again!

  31. lovelyrashu says:

    Sad to read about anshuman’s pov and even more curious to know about his past that if scratched it will bleed. Happy that Amanda didn’t develop any misunderstanding that anshuman was switching for her. Hope whatever was anshuman’s past atleast he will change his decision of divorce.

    1. manitavb says:

      Lots of questions… Answers will follow in upcoming chapters 😀

  32. pixiepari says:

    so smalll ??/ i feel like to just go on and on and onn

    1. manitavb says:

      Will update sooner 🙂 🙂

  33. Mayisha says:

    Omg! Another update 😍 Thank you sooooo much🤗
    Can’t wait to see how will they meet in Afghanistan & what will be the reaction of Manavi🤩🥰

  34. krinal310 says:

    I loved the update…he is going there for her,to be with her is the reason for my and every reader along with his mom’s happiness….just loved the update and so eager to know what’s in store for both of them and I think that might be it will be a start for them to know that what they feel for each other like they want each other to be happy and also that he/she deserves all love and happiness in this world is not just a random emotion but it’s something that turn out to be love, a strong and very pure emotion….and not to forget he is doing all things for her that he never did for anyone just like she does all the time

    1. manitavb says:

      What they feel for each other is already very strong, pure and selfless. And it is not even love right now 🙂

  35. Puspita says:

    I feel so connected with Manasvi and Anshu. Life can be real hard but then to emerge out of that as winner post fighting and that too with support from someone who respects you makes the bond more stronger. 🙂

    1. manitavb says:

      I agree with you. Someone who supports you and respects you can make life easier!
      Glad that you feel connected with the characters 🙂

  36. Sakshi says:

    Okkk… Starting from the start…. I love the female leads in your stories, they r really so strong and independent that me being an eighteen year old just about to start my college life gets inspired and want to be like them.Be it Nandini Or Manasvi, they r just like the women who exist in today’s world and have their priorities set right. They carry their selves with pride and I miss developing a huge girl crush on them😁 both. The chapter was awesome, as always ☺… I was not able to comment on the earlier chapters, it said copied comment and something maybe some glitch. Waiting eagerly for the next one
    PS: The female leads are the best and the male leads complete them, but the main fact is that ur story is the real hero

    1. manitavb says:

      Thank you for writing back to me… it feels great to be in touch with the readers 🙂
      Stay blessed!!

  37. Pooja says:

    “To ensure happiness for someone doesn’t always mean being a part of the same!” This hits hard… there is so much to Anshuman’s character.. so much of depth.. I feel we as readers are yet to see all the layers when it comes to Anshuman

    1. manitavb says:

      You are right! There is a lot to Anshuman.
      We have only seen Manasvi and her story till now. Anshuman and his story will begin from here!
      Stay tuned 😀

  38. Anonymous says:


    1. Mayisha says:

      Omg! Another update 😍 Thank you sooooo much🤗
      Can’t wait to see how will they meet in Afghanistan & what will be the reaction of Manavi🤩🥰

      1. manitavb says:

        You will see it in the next chapter.
        Thanks 🙂

  39. Pooja says:

    Amanda needs to take it easy with her delusions ..😂 on the other side all that she is thinking is something that Anshuman is doing becoz of manasvi❤️
    He is doing something he has never done before .. I am crying already🤧

    1. manitavb says:

      Amanda is shown her place right there. She tried to form certain delusions but Anshuman didn’t even tell her a word about his line of thought!
      hope she sees sense now 🙂

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